I don't even know why I'm doing this. I guess because I know if I write it on paper someone is going to find it and read it. Most likely-I'm not going to tell anyone about this journal. No need to. It's for my own benefit. To get everything out that I need to.
Like Chris said- 2007 isn't a new beginning, it's 365 more opportunities
And I agree.
Plus I don't usually make New Year's Resolutions.
They never work. Two weeks later I forget what I originally chose my resolution to be.
Maybe this I can actually stay with.
So it's January 7th, 2007.
Eh, six days till I see Fall Out Boy at the Avalon?
Nervous that my tickets will be OCK ones and there may be a problem.
Whatever- I won't worry about it. I'm sure there will be a way in.
Meeting up with Melissa- so stoked, and I can't wait : )
Danii should be there early.
Danii- most amazing person ever, no lie. I wish there were more people like her.
She knows bad stuff has happened to her, but she's optimistic and looks at the good stuff.
I wish I could be more like here.
With all the stuff I've been through- it would be nice to just sit back and relax for a while. I usually can't relax. Even the weekends when I think I can, I'm always at the edge of my chair wondering when my mom will come home.
In my pajamas, listening to Fall Out Boy, on the boards.
Chores to be done: Sheets out of the dryer, empty the drainer, feed the cats, get dressed, clean the bedroom, clean the closet, figure out alter serving next week, homework for history.
So much.
Plus I want to go to Auntie Dona's tonight with Dev. It's kind of like a belated birthday thing. I guess I'll have to hurry this up to go get everything done so we can go tonight.
Pina colada jello is in the fridge. Two more hours till I get to eat it.
FOB Arena Tour Dates: Honda Civic Tour being released this week.
It's in May I think- hopefully Mom will let me go. She said no concerts for a while after Jingleball - December 14th.
That's in five months, hopefully that's long enough.
That probably means no Taking Back Sunday. Or CIWWAF. Or Jack's Mannequin.
I still owe Meghan $100 for the FOB tickets.
If only Mom didn't make me pay for all of my cheerleading stuff.
Clothes, curls, etc. Then I would have money.
Seems as soon as I make some money, Mom asks for some of it because "cheerleading is what I want to do."
Boards make me happy. They're all so nice. And even when they arn't being nice, they're being honest. Sometime I don't need people to be nice to me, and lie to make me feel better. Honesty can be good- I can't get over it if it makes me sad.
It's the internet, who cares?
Hey Chris and Pete Wentz inspire me more than anything.
I'm so glad for them.
Chris's livejournal.
Pete's buzznet, FOE, FOBR journals. I love them all.
I really should stop procrastinating my history homework.
Thats the only homework left to do this weekend.
More updating later.
Current Mood:
rushed
Current Music: Fall Out Boy- Moving Pictures